I wear the plastic mask of happiness
The plastic mask the grins and lies
I want to uncover my feeling
My thoughts,
But I can not.
I want real eyes to realize my real lies.
I want to cry out help;
I try to speak up , but I can't.
It is as if someone is holding me back.
With each smile my heart bleeds more
Breaking into a million pieces
And with all those promises you made
Always and forever didn't mean shit;
Now all I have is memories I'm trying to forget.
Because my life is to short to be living with regrets.